Remembering is easy. It's the forgetting that's hard

Do you want to know what hurts the most? The seconds in the morning, where you've just woken up, before your eyes are really open. For those mere precious seconds, you forget the reasons why you're unhappy, the reasons you're so broken.. Then it hits you again, like a stab to the heart, and you remember all the reasons you didn't want to wake up. Yeah, that hurts.